qna !!

 so i js hit 100 subs on substack <3 and am making a 100 subs special article, and a part of it has a qna ( questions i got sent on substack ) an i thought id share it here too !!

1. who are my fav artists ?

ahhhh hard question omg (╥﹏╥) i love love love lana del rey ofc !! second two favs r prob olivia rodrigo ( mainly her newest album ) and mitski <3

2. whats my hair color ?

i rlly rlly wish i could answer this w light pínk hair but im stuck w a darker brown for now </3

3. if i had to pick 3 songs FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE which ones would they bee ?

omgsh these questions r hardddd- i would def need a lana song hmmm

- hey, you ! - lana del rey unrealeased

- cigarette smoke - olivia rodrigo 

- i dont smoke - mitski

not two of them mentiong smoking-

4. whats my fav color ?

did u even need to ask (꩜ ᯅ ꩜) its pink, ofc !! preferable a lighter pink too !! wait lemme add a pic of what i mean <3

5. whats my fav subject ?

i feel like im being investigated w these hard questions help- 

my family has this weird thing about being amazing at math, my sister is literally in the hardest school to be in sweden studying math- so i do like math since its easy n fun for me, but i think heart lies english <3 i havent had the greatest teachers but i love writing fiction stories etc !!

6. whats my fav book

A GOOD GIRLS GUIDE TO MURDER A GOOD GIRLS GUIDE TO MURDER, i own the trilogy of that + all other of holly jacksons books !! i cant wait for her to publish a new one omgshhh <3

anyhows that was all !! leave questions in the comments n ill answer them in my next post !!

thinking is my worst enemy

 3 years of friendship, 

although there was a half year friend breakup

she ended the friendship then, i get why tho

it was a toxic environment for both of us,

she was struggling.

she got homeschooled, got better

and on a random tuesday we hung out again

and i fell in love.

6 months later, shes had flings w guys but always hinted to me that she felt the same way.

and now ?

it was too much for her again,

i was too much again.

she promised we would get together, i even told my mom ( she asked me too )

and its over now.

i haven't rlly even processed it

gosh i hate my stupid heart and emotions......

maybe being gay isn't the way,

or maybe she was just a chapter in my life not meant to last, just a memory to look back on fondly.

it still hurts

i don't think that will ever go away

i hate that i love her, but i do.

right person, wrong time.

maybe someday on a random tuesday we will find eachother again,

until then.

xoxo, a angels love notes ꒰১ ໒꒱

hii !!

hiii hiii angels <3

srry for lwk ghosting u guys </3

im gonna try to lock in w my life this week tho so hopefully u guys will get a longer post soon !!

also ty for 10 followers <3

pls follow if u can n wanna !!

she gave me the ick...

 struggling  as a wlw girl rn

i got the ick

she yelled a rlly weird thing right before we were about to have our first kiss...?

n like she kinda goofy n silly n always screaming silly things but this was js weird 😭