3 years of friendship,
although there was a half year friend breakup
she ended the friendship then, i get why tho
it was a toxic environment for both of us,
she was struggling.
she got homeschooled, got better
and on a random tuesday we hung out again
and i fell in love.
6 months later, shes had flings w guys but always hinted to me that she felt the same way.
and now ?
it was too much for her again,
i was too much again.
she promised we would get together, i even told my mom ( she asked me too )
and its over now.
i haven't rlly even processed it
gosh i hate my stupid heart and emotions......
maybe being gay isn't the way,
or maybe she was just a chapter in my life not meant to last, just a memory to look back on fondly.
it still hurts
i don't think that will ever go away
i hate that i love her, but i do.
right person, wrong time.
maybe someday on a random tuesday we will find eachother again,
until then.
xoxo, a angels love notes ꒰১ ໒꒱
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